1st of January, I wish that 2016 will be better than 2015. Aamiin
Babay 2015, I don't wanna miss a bad memories, I will save a bad memories soon. I just wanna remember a good memories in my mind and meet a good memories in my dreams 555. And I wanna say thanks for the people who support me. Love you..
Tahun 2015, adalah tahun yang banyak mempunyai cerita bagi kehidupanku. Di tahun ini, aku lulus SMA; diawal bulan mei tepatnya tanggal 9, aku lulus SNMPTN dan masuk perguruan tinggi yang aku inginkan, program studi ilmu hukum, aku ingat pada hari itu jantungku berdebar kencang karena membuka website snmptn.ac.id untuk melihat hasil pengumumannya melalui handphone didampingi oleh bundaku, tidak tahu kenapa tiba-tiba koneksiku melambat dan ini membuatku penasaran dengan hasilnya, aku mendapati pesan dari temanku, dia memberitahuku bahwa ia tidak lulus SNMPTN dan hal ini semakin membuatku penasaran, dan karena aku gelisah juga cemas maka aku pun berdo'a dalam hati "Tuhan, jika memang disini jalanku untuk sukses kedepannya, maka lancarkanlah. Dan jika ini bukan jalanku, maka kuatkanlah aku dan berikanlah aku petunjuk. Aku yakin, Engkau pasti memberikan yang terbaik untukku.". Setelah berdo'a, kemudian aku melihat layar handphoneku kembali dan pada hari itu aku ingat sekali, aku menjerit dengan kencang dan bundaku bertanya, "Apakah lulus?", aku menjawab, "Alhamdulillah, lulus bun", dan hari itu aku melihat bundaku menangis bahagia, aku pun tidak menyadari air mataku juga jatuh karena melihat bundaku menangis, dan kemudian bundaku mengabari ayahku bahwa aku lulus SNMPTN; di bulan juni aku menginjak umur 17tahun dan aku resmi menjadi mahasiswi, ya, menjadi mahasiswi di perguruan tinggi yang diinginkan menjadi kado paling berkesan di ulang tahunku kali ini; bulan agustus nyaris terjadi kecelakaan, bus yang aku naiki mengalami masalah di dalam mesinnya, busnya mengeluarkan asap tepat pada waktu bus yang aku naiki berada di tengah jembatan, aku langsung teringat film 'Final Destination', ya, di dalam film itu bus berada di tengah jembatan sama seperti yang aku alami, kemudian busnya bergerak mundur dan remnya rusak, air conditioner yang berada diatas penumpang kemudian ber-api dan jatuh menusuk mata seorang penumpang, ahhh fikiranku pada saat itu sangat cemas karena aku belum pernah mengalami itu sebelumnya, kemudian aku berdo'a agat tidak terjadi apa-apa, alhamdulillah Tuhan melindungiku, aku selamat sampai kampus pulang-pergi; pertengahan september tidak terasa aku dan kekasihku telah menjalin hubungan selama 3tahun, semoga bertemu lagi tahun depan ya; dan bulan desember adalah bulan yang membuatku setengah terpuruk, dibulan ini aku mengetahui mana orang yang benar peduli terhadapku disaat aku jatuh dan mana orang yang biasa baik kepadaku ternyata tidak peduli terhadapku, dan akhir bulan desember keadaanku mulai membaik walaupun tidak begitu baik tetapi alhamdulillah.
Terima Kasih Tuhan telah mempertemukanku ditahun 2015 ini, hal yang baik ditahun ini terima kasih, aku akan mengingatnya, dan yang buruk aku akan menyimpannya sebagai pengajaran agar aku tidak jatuh di tempat yang sama dan ini akan membuatku menjadi orang lebih baik kedepannya. Aamiin
Took a deep breath in the mirror He didn't like it when I wore high heels But I do Turned the lock and put my headphones on He always said he didn't get this song But I do, I do
Walked in expecting you'd be late But you got here early and you stand and wave I walk to you You pull my chair out and help me in And you don't know how nice that is But I do
And you throw your head back laughing like a little kid I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did I've been spending the last eight months Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again
He said he never met one girl Who had as many James Taylor records as you But I do We tell stories and you don't know why I'm coming off a little shy But I do
But you throw your head back laughing like a little kid I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did I've been spending the last eight months Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again
And we walked down the block to my car and I almost brought him up But you start to talk about the movies that your family watches Every single Christmas and I won't talk about that And for the first time, what's past is past
Cause you throw your head back laughing like a little kid I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did I've been spending the last eight months Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again
It feels like a perfect night to dress up like hipsters And make fun of our exes, ah ah, ah ah. It feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight To fall in love with strangers, ah ah, ah ah.
Yeah, We're happy free confused and lonely at the same time It's miserable and magical, oh, yeah Tonight's the night when we forget about the deadlines It's time
Oh oh! I don't know about you But I'm feeling 22 Everything will be alright If you keep me next to you You don't know about me But I'll bet you want to Everything will be alright If we just keep dancing like we're 22 22
It seems like one of those nights, This place is too crowded. Too many cool kids, ah ah, ah ah (who's Taylor Swift anyway? ugh) It seems like one of those nights, We ditch the whole scene and end up dreaming Instead of sleeping.
Yeah, We're happy free confused and lonely in the best way It's miserable and magical, oh, yeah Tonight's the night when we forget about the heartbreaks It's time
Oh oh! I don't know about you But I'm feeling 22 Everything will be alright If you keep me next to you You don't know about me But I'll bet you want to Everything will be alright (alright) If we just keep dancing like we're 22 22 I don't know about you 22 22
It feels like one of those nights, We ditch the whole scene. It feels like one of those nights, We won't be sleeping. It feels like one of those nights, You look like bad news, I gotta have you, I gotta have you.
I don't know about you But I'm feeling 22 Everything will be alright If you keep me next to you You don't know about me (you don't know about me) But I'll bet you want to Everything will be alright If we just keep dancing like we're 22 22 22, yeah, yeah 22, yeah, yeah
It feels like one of those nights, We ditch the whole scene It feels like one of those nights, We won't be sleeping It feels like one of those nights, You look like bad news, I gotta have you, I gotta have you.
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
Its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I havent seen you around, before
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
And when youre fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before who youre gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough youre best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
Well be out of here as soon as we can
And then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
And youre feeling like flying
And youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
And youre dancing round your room when the night end
When the night ends
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
When youre fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
But I didnt know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
And when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la
Youre very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors