Friday, January 1, 2016

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Tepat jam 00:01, HELL-O 2016!

1st of January, I wish that 2016 will be better than 2015. Aamiin

Babay 2015, I don't wanna miss a bad memories, I will save a bad memories soon. I just wanna remember a good memories in my mind and meet a good memories in my dreams 555. And I wanna say thanks for the people who support me. Love you..

Sekian

Thursday, December 31, 2015

2015

Tahun 2015, adalah tahun yang banyak mempunyai cerita bagi kehidupanku. Di tahun ini, aku lulus SMA;  diawal bulan mei tepatnya tanggal 9, aku lulus SNMPTN dan masuk perguruan tinggi yang aku inginkan, program studi ilmu hukum, aku ingat pada hari itu jantungku berdebar kencang karena membuka website snmptn.ac.id untuk melihat hasil pengumumannya melalui handphone didampingi oleh bundaku, tidak tahu kenapa tiba-tiba koneksiku melambat dan ini membuatku penasaran dengan hasilnya, aku mendapati pesan dari temanku, dia memberitahuku bahwa ia tidak lulus SNMPTN dan hal ini semakin membuatku penasaran, dan karena aku gelisah juga cemas maka aku pun berdo'a dalam hati "Tuhan, jika memang disini jalanku untuk sukses kedepannya, maka lancarkanlah. Dan jika ini bukan jalanku, maka kuatkanlah aku dan berikanlah aku petunjuk. Aku yakin, Engkau pasti memberikan yang terbaik untukku.". Setelah berdo'a, kemudian aku melihat layar handphoneku kembali dan pada hari itu aku ingat sekali, aku menjerit dengan kencang dan bundaku bertanya, "Apakah lulus?", aku menjawab, "Alhamdulillah, lulus bun", dan hari itu aku melihat bundaku menangis bahagia, aku pun tidak menyadari air mataku juga jatuh karena melihat bundaku menangis, dan kemudian bundaku mengabari ayahku bahwa aku lulus SNMPTN; di bulan juni aku menginjak umur 17tahun dan aku resmi menjadi mahasiswi, ya, menjadi mahasiswi di perguruan tinggi yang diinginkan menjadi kado paling berkesan di ulang tahunku kali ini; bulan agustus nyaris terjadi kecelakaan, bus yang aku naiki mengalami masalah di dalam mesinnya, busnya mengeluarkan asap tepat pada waktu bus yang aku naiki berada di tengah jembatan, aku langsung teringat film 'Final Destination', ya, di dalam film itu bus berada di tengah jembatan sama seperti yang aku alami, kemudian busnya bergerak mundur dan remnya rusak, air conditioner yang berada diatas penumpang kemudian ber-api dan jatuh menusuk mata seorang penumpang, ahhh fikiranku pada saat itu sangat cemas karena aku belum pernah mengalami itu sebelumnya, kemudian aku berdo'a agat tidak terjadi apa-apa, alhamdulillah Tuhan melindungiku, aku selamat sampai kampus pulang-pergi; pertengahan september tidak terasa aku dan kekasihku telah menjalin hubungan selama 3tahun, semoga bertemu lagi tahun depan ya; dan bulan desember adalah bulan yang membuatku setengah terpuruk, dibulan ini aku mengetahui mana orang yang benar peduli terhadapku disaat aku jatuh dan mana orang yang biasa baik kepadaku ternyata tidak peduli terhadapku, dan akhir bulan desember keadaanku mulai membaik walaupun tidak begitu baik tetapi alhamdulillah.

Terima Kasih Tuhan telah mempertemukanku ditahun 2015 ini, hal yang baik ditahun ini terima kasih, aku akan mengingatnya, dan yang buruk aku akan menyimpannya sebagai pengajaran agar aku tidak jatuh di tempat yang sama dan ini akan membuatku menjadi orang lebih baik kedepannya. Aamiin

Monday, December 31, 2012

Taylor Swift - Begin Again

Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turned the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song
But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did
I've been spending the last eight months
Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again

He said he never met one girl
Who had as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why
I'm coming off a little shy
But I do

But you throw your head back laughing like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did
I've been spending the last eight months
Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block to my car and I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies that your family watches
Every single Christmas and I won't talk about that
And for the first time, what's past is past

Cause you throw your head back laughing like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did
I've been spending the last eight months
Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again
But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again

Taylor Swift - 22!!!!


It feels like a perfect night to dress up like hipsters
And make fun of our exes, ah ah, ah ah.
It feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight
To fall in love with strangers, ah ah, ah ah.

Yeah,
We're happy free confused and lonely at the same time
It's miserable and magical, oh, yeah
Tonight's the night when we forget about the deadlines
It's time

Oh oh!
I don't know about you
But I'm feeling 22
Everything will be alright
If you keep me next to you
You don't know about me
But I'll bet you want to
Everything will be alright
If we just keep dancing like we're
22
22

It seems like one of those nights,
This place is too crowded.
Too many cool kids, ah ah, ah ah (who's Taylor Swift anyway? ugh)
It seems like one of those nights,
We ditch the whole scene and end up dreaming
Instead of sleeping.

Yeah,
We're happy free confused and lonely in the best way
It's miserable and magical, oh, yeah
Tonight's the night when we forget about the heartbreaks
It's time

Oh oh!
I don't know about you
But I'm feeling 22
Everything will be alright
If you keep me next to you
You don't know about me
But I'll bet you want to
Everything will be alright (alright)
If we just keep dancing like we're
22
22
I don't know about you
22
22

It feels like one of those nights,
We ditch the whole scene.
It feels like one of those nights,
We won't be sleeping.
It feels like one of those nights,
You look like bad news,
I gotta have you,
I gotta have you.

I don't know about you
But I'm feeling 22
Everything will be alright
If you keep me next to you
You don't know about me (you don't know about me)
But I'll bet you want to
Everything will be alright
If we just keep dancing like we're
22
22
22, yeah, yeah
22, yeah, yeah

It feels like one of those nights,
We ditch the whole scene
It feels like one of those nights,
We won't be sleeping
It feels like one of those nights,
You look like bad news,
I gotta have you,

I gotta have you.

Friday, January 6, 2012

Taylor Swift - Fifteen


You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
Its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I havent seen you around, before

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
And when youre fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before who youre gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough youre best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
Well be out of here as soon as we can
And then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
And youre feeling like flying
And youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
And youre dancing round your room when the night end
When the night ends

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
When youre fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
But I didnt know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
And when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Youre very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors